I first heard about Door Step School in one of our meetings of the Sociology Club. Doorstep School is a centre of non-formal education for the children of construction site workers and slum children. I first visited Door Step around 6 months ago. I remember I was very reluctant to go as I had a bad mood that day. Finally, out of a moral obligation, I decided to go. I went there along with a friend of mine. That one day, changed me, it moved me. I’d never imagined this would be so great. Since it was my first time, I hadn’t really planned anything. So, all we did was sing songs, rhymes and play games. It was a transforming experience. The kids, they were bubbling with enthusiasm. They had so much energy in them, if channelized appropriately; we could really light up so many homes, literally and figuratively. There was something contagious about that energy, the eagerness, the inquisitiveness. In our classes, we try to break the social constructs, but how big the difference between theory and practical really is, was experienced by me at Door Step. The kids at Door Step School come from very vulnerable backgrounds and so there were many apprehensions. There were some notions which dissolved when I went there and interacted with them. I ‘knew’ that such and such constructs exist and we need to deconstruct them to analyze but there I could ‘feel’ it. And I think the ‘feeling’ part is always very important.
Since that first Saturday I have been more than eager to go to Door Step School. And now, there is a comfort level that has been established between me and the kids. It is very important to have a one to one relation with them and it feels great to know that I have been able to achieve that with most of them. It’s a beautiful feeling when you go there and some of them are standing in the balcony and as soon as they see you, they come running to greet you. Also, when you leave, some of them come to you and tell you about their day or what they did in their other classes. It’s overwhelming.
The first thing that anybody would notice about those kids when they go there is their enthusiasm. They are all so energetic and waiting in anticipation, to be involved. Eagerness and will comes out very profoundly. And I believe that has made it easier for me to work with those kids. You get a feeling that they like this place and are willing to spend time here.
There are a few things that I know from my own experience at school. And I tried to keep all those things in mind when I went to Door Step. One of those things was: the attention span. The kids’ attention span varies according to the activity being conducted and the individual interests. So, there always have to be things to distract them from the monotony of the activity. I started thinking of the teachers that we liked when we were in school and why we liked them and tried to apply it with the kids. There are a few kids who won’t open up initially but they do eventually when the mood has been set.
I try that whatever activity I take has to have more inputs from them and less from me. So, sometimes, I go talk to them about things which are happening around them. Whenever, we watch a short (10-12mins) animated story, we have a discussion after that on the same.
There is a minimum ‘order’ of the way things are done. Like, for example, we once had this activity where, I would say a word out loud and they had to either write down or draw or express in any form they want, the first thing that comes to their mind after hearing that word. So, here the medium of expression could be anything, writing, drawing or even talking about it.
Another thing I noticed was the language. When you ask the children their names, a few of them, usually the elder kids, fold their hands, stand straight and proudly say, in English, in full sentence “My name is so and so”. When I ask them to write their names, they ask me whether it’s supposed to be in English and I tell them they may write in whatever language they are comfortable with. And some of them call me near them and timidly tell me that they don’t know English. And it is the shame in their voice and the feeling of inferiority in their expressions that makes me feel sad. Not all the children there are Marathi speakers, even if they are Maharashtrians; they have very different dialects of the language.
When we talk about kids, we can’t leave out fights or bullies. The elder children bully the younger ones. There have been quite a few fights but the younger ones don’t resist or hit back. When I would try to call the kids’ attention to me, one or two of the elder kids would take the lead and start hitting the other children and forcing them to sit down and listen to me. At such times, it becomes very difficult because I don’t want to yell at anyone. And I don’t think yelling or silencing helps at all.
There is also the ambitious, attention–seeking, ‘ideal’ student kind. They would never disobey you and would voluntarily ‘monitor’ the other kids. I learnt and am still learning a lot about kids’ behavior. Whenever they are working, I always observe them, very intently. Each one of them has her or his own style of doing things and it’s so beautiful to see it being synchronized in movement; like noises turning into a rhythm.
There is a minimum ‘order’ of the way things are done. Like, for example, we once had this activity where, I would say a word out loud and they had to either write down or draw or express in any form they want, the first thing that comes to their mind after hearing that word. So, here the medium of expression could be anything, writing, drawing or even talking about it.
I personally never liked the seating arrangement we had in schools; it makes the teacher seem very unapproachable. And the whole thing about “Don’t talk amongst yourselves”, doesn’t appeal to me. I think, if the students sit in a few circles or semi circles equidistant from the teacher, it will encourage the necessary interaction among
the kids as well as the teacher’s approachability.
When I go to Door Step School on Saturdays, I don’t know what age group of kids am I going to get to interact with. I might have prepared something according to the kids aged 7-8 and I might get kids aged 4-5. Or the kids might just get bored of the activity. Hence, there always needs to be a ‘Plan B’.
One time, a group of girls came to me after the session when we were leaving and one of them started telling me what songs she wants me to get to class next Saturday so that she could dance on them. She candidly asked me to prepare and rehearse one of the songs because she wants me to sing it to them. It feels wonderful.
Going back to the first day, I remember when we were returning from Door Step, the journey back home was probably the longest silent journeys with a smile fixed to my face.
Ayushi Rawat.